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Sigh… a bit unlucky yesterday morning…  was on my way for yoga classes… met an accident near to my house as i always like to used that inner road and so call short cut to bukit tinggi…mum always complaint that i don’t want to use the main road… i thought it would be safe and faster but didn’t know the bikers there are freak who don’t stop at cross junctions… i didn’t notice him coming from the left side and in splits second just turn up and bang me on the passenger side… can you imagine a motorbike can do such damage? my car door can’t shut properly and both doors some more… From one junction to another is about 150 meters away and he also can speed like mad… sad to say i think maybe he got a broken leg by now… how dangerous… and he suppose to stop from his side and he didn’t…

I got shocked over the accident and i lost my phone cover… was shivering when trying to get help and i think at that point i just can’t remember where i drop it… guess is there at the accident scene but went and search couldn’t find it…

Last two weeks my dad drove my car also got bang by a trailer… can you imagine the car just came out from the work shop like 10 days or so and now going back in again sigh… a bit shitty… but thank god no injuries involve with me and dad on the accident… Everything is ok now… just need to send my car back to the workshop on monday

This is going to be a short and quick entry… I was in the shower just now starting to think about this definition of "Happiness"… Lately I have discovered this so call happiness… a lot people will define it differently… and i wonder what’s yours…

1) Shower them with gift… like buy them expensive stuff etc etc… Is this fulfilling to you? Is this happiness?

2) Not much of material but attention… How bout this? Is this happiness?

Just like a husband and wife or partner… when a man think that they can’t afford as in financially can’t afford, they think they can’t give a woman happiness but in the other way round when their partner think if you give me a lil more of your attention and that is happiness to her… i still think female and male’s definition of happiness is so so much different..

I notice a lot of people can’t live in a more balance life… like they can’t pay as much attention on their job as well as their family… Is always a workaholic or a family man… When they are workaholic then they tend to lose their patience with their family or when they face a problem with their family and their office will be in mess…  that is just life i guess… ok the end of my short entry… dinner time… think about it, shower a person with lots lots of gift may not be as good as an extra attention that you give… well it doesn’t mean no gift at all… maybe a lil surprise will do your relationship good… spice it up… ok ok i better stop, my bro keep calling me for dinner already…. ciao…

Well it’s been a month since my last update… what have I been doing for the past month I guess is all about exercise haha… ever since cny I think I put on a lil bit of weight… which I don’t how obvious but every friends of mine who see me again was like… “hey, you are chubbier now” so I don’t know is it a good things or bad things… when you are a bit chubbier I guess body more curvier so is nicer but then again when you think about all the new clothes that hanging around your closet is getting tighter and tighter you just feel like a waste of money… coz you wouldn’t want to wear it because it makes you uncomfortable… so at that moment I know if I don’t do something about it very soon I will need to change my wardrobe again… and there it goes all my money… it just flow away… so now since I’ve already paying for the yoga classes might as well make used of it… ever since I started in January I kinda addicted to it… as you know, when something is still new to you, you are definitely have the strong spirit to go for it, in another way very addictive… but after my cny break I tend to get a lil lazy but have to keep thinking about my size been increasing so I better do something about it.. as I did, right now I think I manage to shed some pounds away… but then look skinny… sigh… why la… things just can’t get perfect… so still keeping up my 3-4 times a week routine… hope it won’t die off…

Other than myself on that, “on going” exercise there is another thing I would love to share… You know when you are too free and living in a not so pressure kinda life, you tend to see partner or you call it girlfriend boyfriend stuff very important… you will feel sad or unfortunate when you have not found the right one at this age… when I think about it, yes at times I feel lonely but what so unfortunate when you look at other ppl’s life when they lost something which is more precious? I just help my maid to call her family back in Indonesia and something happened to her family… I just found out that her mother pass away… she was there crying, I’m trying hard to console her but I guess I’m not good enough as she still crying… she said she felt miserable as she couldn’t get to see her mom when she is still holding her last breath… sigh… I don’t know what to say to her as my bahasa is bad… I consoled her with my Malay mix English and with all the sign language, just don’t know if she understand… after all this, I think appreciate your family members more, as in shower them with more love is more important than thinking about all the unnecessary things… if you get what I mean… final words… ” go go jia you!! Elsie and also everybody”